A Thousand Questions

Back before creation
Before the formation of all that is
There was You
God
Yourself
Perfect
Complete
Needing nothing

But did you look out at the lonesome sky with a lonesome ache for something more?
something yet to be born, unformed?
Were you reaching for us?
Were you reaching for me?

Tell me of a time when all this grey wasn't such a fight
A road I'd stay on for so long
How long have i been this way?
I'm so addicted to feeling guilty
Like the edge of a cliff, it's about to kill me
All the reasons why You wouldnt want to love me
Could I be loved by you?
I've got so much to prove

So tell me when this night is over
And the curtain falls
That I will know the truth
When it's the only thing that's standing tall

Still I know it's like pulling teeth
To try and convince me
That your mercy can be bigger than what i deserve
I guess i'm just afraid to go head first
Into such a wave, drowning in wonder and peace
knowing that it will never make sence
That I am loved by You
Really loved by You
~Bethany Dillon

Sooo here it is.... ;-)