Tell me of a time when all this grey wasn't such a fight
A road I'd stay on for so long
How long have i been this way?
I'm so addicted to feeling guilty
Like the edge of a cliff, it's about to kill me
All the reasons why You wouldnt want to love me
Could I be loved by you?
I've got so much to prove

So tell me when this night is over
And the curtain falls
That I will know the truth
When it's the only thing that's standing tall

Still I know it's like pulling teeth
To try and convince me
That your mercy can be bigger than what i deserve
I guess i'm just afraid to go head first
Into such a wave, drowning in wonder and peace
knowing that it will never make sence
That I am loved by You
Really loved by You
~Bethany Dillon